Just my luck

Why
is
it
always
when
the
time
comes
you
need
something
so
badly,
it's
never
there
and
it
gets
WORSE?

just makes me wonder when will it be for me to finally leap off a building at this height.
i think i'd rather jump from a taller one, like the one in Dubai.





.....

this is hopeless. when can i book my one way ticket home?